Thursday, June 25, 2009

RIP Michael Jackson...Farrah Fawcett....God Bless!!

thats all i have to say....

Tonight is the night...

Well i decided tonight that I wanted to start journalin again. How many times have i started and stopped this process? Way too many to count...so we'll see how long this lasts...

It's crazy because I decided to do a blog, rather than just do a journal on the computer or even another written one...with that I feel that I will, to some extent, have to censor myself...which is no fun...lol...but anywhoo...

I may even keep a computer journal, and just copy and paste what i want to live on, online, long after I have given up on the whole journal/blog thing, once again...

So I'm listening to Chrisette Michele's newest CD Epiphany... just like before I love it...I only purchased it today...so I dont know any words to any songs except Epiphany...Her first cd got mad play, and is now missing in action...well its not missing...i know who has it...i just havent seen that person to get it back....

I'm in the process of trying to find a apartment...but I'm taking my sweet ole time, cause i'm still unsure about steppin back out in the world on my own again...the first time i did good...the second time not so much...they say the third time is the charm...but i like not having to worry about a lot of bills....

Hey at 27 I have lots of bills to worry about...but at night I know i have somewhere to lay my head...and that is comforting...i know that when i get home there wont be an eviction notice...or the repo man wont be sneakin in my backyard at 3 am trying to get the car...lol...stuff happens right? I want to make sure that this time...when i go back out in the world...i make good choices....and when i dont learn from the bad ones.....later